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Old Jan 02, 2015, 08:23 AM
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Originally Posted by herethennow View Post
hospital called. they want me to be in next week.

i'm stuck between the two ends - i don't want to be hospitalised, but yet i know i need that place. i'm not looking forward to what comes after i check in though. mom and her words... me fighting for discharge or home visit as my exams are 2 weeks away. i can't possibly skip these exams - it would mean more financial burden for my family. no. i can't.

feeling like it might not make a difference afterall - i would still be stressed over school.

i don't know.
still largely sui and just want to end it all.
Your post reminds me my situation last year. When I ended at the hospital I realized that certain things could wait. Perhaps, you can skips those exams this time. I am thinking of you
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