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Originally Posted by herethennow
hospital called. they want me to be in next week.
i'm stuck between the two ends - i don't want to be hospitalised, but yet i know i need that place. i'm not looking forward to what comes after i check in though. mom and her words... me fighting for discharge or home visit as my exams are 2 weeks away. i can't possibly skip these exams - it would mean more financial burden for my family. no. i can't.
feeling like it might not make a difference afterall - i would still be stressed over school.
i don't know.
still largely sui and just want to end it all.
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Herethenow, if you are largely suicidal I hope that you will check in. I agree with Clara that, as much as you don't want to postpone the exams, they are not as important as your well-being and can wait. Easy for me to say, I know, but as an outsider looking in, hospitalization is the clear answer for me.