I could copy and paste what you said Cashart - because I feel exactly the same way some days. Know what, not today - today I got a lot done, I am feeling energetic and optimistic. Guess what, this time next week - you will too!

When you chose this statement" I do it for the joy it brings because I am a joyful girl" you did so because you often identify yourself that way. Chin up woman, remember this feeling will ebb and another shining one awaits just beyond the horizon.
<3 Best of luck to us all!