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I can get nothing accomplished. I can hardly get away from my couch, or if I'm feeling extra anxious my computer, to feed my kids, let alone engage them. They have a mom from hell. I feel so bad, so hated, so miserable. I don't know how to pound my way back to normal.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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