I am responding faster than I am reading apparently--ha! And yes, I am having trouble connecting. I am can't overcome this negative EMOTION!!! These negative THOUGHTS! They are causing me to selectively hear your words. There is so much garbage just sitting in my chest.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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