I'm having better days, I should be a little happier, but I feel like an ungrateful little so and so because I'm not really happy for what I have and want more. I have no idea where my life's going or what I'm gonna do. I'm feeling very emotional and insecure at the moment, time won't go fast enough for me, but I don't want to grow up or age either. i'm tired of hiding it, the unhappiness inside just grows and grows everyday. I feel all alone, even the people that love me, I'm not comfortable enough to come out to them.