i have been working on myself alot lately, working on the things in life that i cant change that make me who i am today. I have relalized that for so long I would judge people just by looking at them because I figured that is what they did to me. I always felt like I was made of glass and that everyone could see my history!
It has been a long road but I think I can safely say that it feels soooooo great to be me! I know I will never be able to change the past, I know that what happened is not my fault, and that I have the ability to see that it never happens to my kids!

Thanks to my husband, I have become a better person. If not for him being there for me and understanding things the way he does, I don't know where I would be. Thanks to him, I have a new friend that I would not give up for the world! She is wonderful!! We have known each other for a while, but like I said before, I used to judge a book by its cover and always felt like she didnt like me.
I took the chance to get to know her and I cnat believe that we are so much alike! She has been through what I have been through so she understands the feelings i feel the thoughts i think.

I have realized that we all have a history of some sort, we all have issues that we deal with. it is good to know that it is ok to be my self!