Hi newgirl2015,
Welcome to PC. I'm sorry you're going thru this. IDK how long you've been on the meds, but a lot of side effects lessen or go away after a while.

It sounds like you have a lot going for you that can help you succeed. You're young. Smart. Know how to apply yourself. Know the importance of proper nutrition and exercise. Those things are still a part of you. Bipolar d/o didn't make those things go away.

You have had it rough. But you're still trying.

I know the meds make me eat more; especially the ones that make me tried. Even more so when I first start a new drug. Since eating healthy and exercising are important to your health, mentally & physically, are there any changes you can make to help you feel better?

What has your pdoc said about the way you're feeling?

Again, I am so sorry you are going thru this. Don't give up.