It seems that since my symptoms returned almost 3 years ago I haven't been stable. All my doctor did was add new drugs to the old ones and proceed to increase the dosage. My current doctor is working to decrease the dosage if my lithium? Perhaps I should stop them altogether? I once believed that if I started taking psych meds and gave into psychiatry I would be giving into the devil and walking away from God. My doctor said it was a delusional belief but it seems that is just what has happened.