like a month about since I posted. I was just getting out of the hospital. Let's just suffice it to say things went downhill even further, in a blurry rush. I lost my job... they fired me rather than to let me apply for FMLA. I'm back at the hospital... this visit will be longer, I'm sure... I kinda tried something really stupid. Anyways... I lost my insurance, so I couldn't get my prescriptions... been off those for a month. Yeah... things aren't good. They suck. Missed you guys.