...if I post too much. After years and years of wondering, I feel like I have found others like me! Bipolar was a good one, but I feel like I'm a bit more than that.

My bipolar mood swings take predominance in my mental well being and I can't deny that.

But, personality changes, I can't deny that either, as of late.

So thanks for 99.9% of you for not judging me, because I've known this for over 32 years.

My life has been hell, and still is...but that's okay because I'm used to it.

I feel lke a 19 year old in a 40 something body! You know what I mean! No one else does!

So, bare with me as I get all excited and talk all over this!

All I want is others to stand up and say the real deal.

Am I gay? No. Am I split? Yes. But if that means I'm gay.....don't think so. We need to take a vote! :P