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Originally Posted by ozzy1313
7 weeks ago I forced myself to pull my car off the interstate and call my husband and folks for help. I was going to drive my car into a pole at 65mph.
I am not there right now, but heading that way. This pain is awful. "normal" people don't understand. The horrible hopeless feelings are feelings they don't understand.
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See yeah I get you. Going out can actually occasionally complicate things. I had a close call recently too. Closed my eyes, felt a massive surge of adrenaline, got shivers all over my body and nearly took that step. A good sign I stopped myself I suppose, but it was a very close call. Back at work next week too. And it almost happens whenever I'm on my way to/from work.
Outside is often a risk. I feel much safer indoors, at home.
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