thank you for reading. I suffered for years with what they called teen angst, pmdd, anxiety, adhd, low self esteem....the list goes on. What went on in my head, decisons I have made..depression and mania...all makes sense now that i have been properly diagnosed. I didnt want to accept it..but now I have at 41 years old...flipped out and left my job, got somewhat clearheaded and joined this support group. I am glad I found mlyself here and can totally relate to alot of what I read. Please be patient with me as I get my online group ettiqutte refined.