He started his own business in August and has really dedicated alot of time to it. Since then he hasn't really spent much time with me. Now the business is looking bad, his parents are not supporting him with it and he doesn't have any other means to keep it running. So I know there's alot on his plate.
I would think I'm someone he would like to talk to about it, instead he is retreating. I also contacted his best friend who told me he had not heard of him either. So I tried calling his job, and it went to voicemail I did not bother leaving a message.
This morning as I got home i saw a number I did not recognize call me and I returned the call. It was him! He said he was returning the missed calls on his phone. Obviously he did not realize it was my number calling his job. He quickly said there's alot going on, and that he would call me back later, this was at 9am. It is passed midnight and he hasn't called. He did send me a video of a cat on facebook messenger this afternoon.
I'm hurting so very much from this. My friend says well he is going through a hard time right now. But I feel sad as well, I feel unloved and like I'm not worth talking to. I really don't know amI putting all this on myself? I just feel as much in turmoil as he does.
Is it wrong that I feel this way?
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Originally Posted by Yoda
Why do you feel that you and he are incompatible? How long have you felt this? Was it just something you said in anger because he was with another friend? Is it a gut feeling that you think is right and maybe you want to end it yet are afraid to be alone?
I really don't know what to say without more information about the relationship prior to the concert.
I stayed up late last night too and I am exhausted and have not done my usual evening posts to my friends here. That is different but maybe he is really tired too. Or perhaps he is confused because of your conflicting texts. I don't know.
I wish you the best.
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