I don't know what is happening to me, but I hate mirrors, I hate reflective surfaces of any kind. I hate them, I was never concerned about this until I recently covered the mirror on my locker, my roommates often want to use this mirror, and they can't comprehend my behavior. I'm trying to tell them it raises my anxiety and makes me depressed.

I've been avoiding all my friends unless it is completely necessary, not answering the phone, just plain ignoring people that want to get in touch with me. I hate daylight too, it makes me depressed, I'm much more comfortable going out at night.

I have to go out tonight, and I'm very nervous.