Last week, I brought in my alters to met my new T (as of Dec).. it was a swirl of upsetness and confusion... I still feel just so "so".. is th only word... does it always have to be so swirly? like being in a blender... the issue to be discussed was reaching a concensus on giving my adult son money... many different opinions, many different solutions

too much for me..

Does anyone experience this feeling or am I the only one?