For anyone who stays at home and doesn't work: What do you do with your time?

I get up and make sure the kids are awake and ready for school.....then when they are gone, I'll wash some dishes or maybe even do a load of laundry......and then I read and read and read. Kids come home, I tidy up after them......and then I read and read and read. Feed them, get them to bed on time....and then I read and read and read.

What a WASTE of air and space. Good people die every day.....and I still am here.....just existing.....not worth the air I breathe.

I can't work because I'm too scared of people.....which means I can't even volunteer. I have no artistic abilities so I can't do crafts. I have no friends because I'm too scared to open up to people......I can't do that. But I would LOVE to have a friend, I would LOVE to have a career, I would LOVE to have a purpose.

What do you do with your time?