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Originally Posted by Just keep swimming
Oh Red75!
I'm so sorry. I know it's hard. But, it wasn't your fault and your t is honored to work with someone as brave as you. I think that's part of why they decide they want to go into their line of work... they get to work with amazing people.
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That's lovely, thank you. I hope I can think like that someday. The awful irony is that I have worked for years with young people who've experienced various abuse, and that's how I felt about them....
And thanks everyone, it's so helpful having you all here.
I feel like, cos she knows, she can see right through me, and see all the horrible stuff inside
Also TRIGGER WARNING, sorry....because of the nature of the stuff that went on, that she now knows, cos of those three words....ugh.... If I think about it, or when I tried to talk about it, I have to put my hand over my mouth.
sorry. So, not only can I not talk about I because I will be hurt (irrational I know, but still so powerful), because it's horrible, because it makes me panic and because t will know how awful I am.....but in addition I can't even open my mouth! Ffs.