Because of a financial situation I have not been able to be on my medication for 4 months now (wellbutrin xl and lamictal). I'm feeling depressed and exhausted most of the time. I just want to be alone. but I also am having times where I'm happy and playful undoing out and doing things like shopping and enjoying it. other times I'm nothing but bored and restless. my biggest problem is the sudden invisibility I get over virtually nothing. ill be sad or even happy and laughing and something will happen or someone will do something and I go off. so r I've done ok handling it. I usually count or play classical music to calm down. foes anyone have any skills that work well for them?