I had 12 years with no incidences affecting my bipolar and sobriety then I went off my meds with doctors approval and I started taking my will back. I shopped alot got into an unhealthy relationship and stopped telling my sponsor the truth. I didn't drink but took an overdose of trazadone ended up in hospital because of my depression and cycle downward. I am back in my program and feel quite humbled. Anybody have this experience I would like to know how you get through each day...acceptance is the key I know just want to know I am not alone...thanks