fanora, thank you for sharing your prayer for the new year. I think we all have a father inside that we have lost as you have on the outer, so I feel your pain.

Of course no one can really tell you what to do, but different people have different talents and aptitudes. Before investing time and money in education it might be a good idea to take an aptitude or other test. Your guidance counselor could probably administer and explain the results. There are also online tests.

Here is a description of a career in medicine
https://www.aamc.org/students/aspiri...ht-career.html

If you thinking of a career in mental health, here are some jobs described
Types of Mental Health Professionals | Psych Central