Should i continue to pursue and adjust my medication with my doc or lose hope and keep trying to search for a remedy on my own. I have severe symptoms so ill probably be on form medication for majority of my life. I think some people against med got it in my head that i should try "natural" ways instead but that prolly wont work for me.. im confused. What makes it even Harder is even if i wanted to try natural herbs like Sam-E or L Tryptophan i cant really because it may interact with med. So i feel like im at mercy of my doctor as far as severe symptoms go. And i dont see my doc that often. I just want to get better than i am instead of accepting mediocrity.