im not having chest pains anymore.
im struggling mentally.
hallucinations & paranoia. mostly.

i stole ambien pills from my mom...
a lot.

...my actions are just becoming more and more...idk. they go along with my paranoia and all that. like old times. like recent too.

...and my actions are...well...paying off?
...got a letter from washington dc about the letter i wrote to...you know...the head chief...too paranoid to say it but you know what im talking about.