My doctor is an idiot. She is an idiot because I don't have the capacity to take care of my mental health, physical health, state forms, and social security forms all at the same time. Strange enough, she thinks I can do all that without any money.


I found out that an open MRI is just as bad as a closed and triggers a major panic attack. Oh, and the MRI is needed for neck and back problems that have taken me out of work. Most recent MRI had my head immobilized and caused severe pain.


I have pneumonia, and after a visit to the ER, and antibiotics I still am not better.


Right now, I just hate my life. I want to go somewhere where I can just be left alone...