Mastodon, I wrote a longer reply (you might've seen it already) but I deleted it because, well, it didn't really work out the way I wanted it to.

Anyway, thanks for trying to help. The situation is difficult. Talking to the psychologist helps (in general but not really with this particular issue) but we still only meet up once every two weeks and I'm not even sure what's going to happen now after Christmas (if I'll get to keep talking to her etc). We're going to have some sort of meeting to plan for the first part of the year and then we'll see what happens I guess. I wish I didn't have to worry about it.