Hi Waterknob. Maybe new years is tough because we feel like it is a time to go forward, and we feel like we just cannot. I want some changes in my life too. But I have a lot of fatigue along with the depression. So even getting out of the muck is super hard. I need to start working on finding a new job. I just do not know if I can add one more thing to my to do list. So I can really relate to what you are going through.