I struggled with depression and anxiety back in August, fortunately with a hospitalization and a complete med change the doctors were able to get me back on the right track.
I hadn't cooked in years until just recently. I couldn't even decide what I wanted to eat much less cook it. But I can't imagine not being able to drive. That must be really hard for you. I would hate having to give up my independence.
Just hang in there. There is always hope that things will get better, even though I know personally it is hard to see this when you are in the midst of such struggling.
I hope things get better for you soon.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha