I had an internal struggle about leaving the flat today. On one hand I didn't feel safe outside and I know I'm being stalked. But on the other hand, staying locked up in my flat all day isn't doing me any favours. So eventually I had the courage to leave home to do some volunteer work. I didn't feel safe outside. In fact, it was quite scary. But at least I didn't get caught by the police. Did I mention that the police are also out to get me? Well, I have mentioned it now,