Here's an update.

So I come to session today. First thing she does is say, ''I'm gonna turn off my cellphone'' and she does that. Shucks. Lost an opportunity to ask for it myself. lol.

At end of session I asked if she'd be able to call me sometime between now and her return from vacation. She said she can't promise, cuz of time zone difference, but she will certainly try. I just want her to touch base with me. Yay that she agreed. Do I sound like a three-year-old? lol.

I talked about me being scared to ask her for what I need. That I don't trust that she will give me what I ask for. Her response was so insightful I am excited to share it! She said, ''Or is it that you don't trust YOURSELF to take care of yourself?" I think she was spot on with that response. I think because I don't trust MYSELF to ask for what I want or need, I expect the OTHER to intuitively know what it is I need and provide it!

Whaddaya say?