Thank you for your kinds words.
I can't change this way of thinking. I'm a dreamer. I always believe that I mean something in people lifes as they mean something very important. I'm referring to true friends.

It's very difficult to let them go. I have many problems with it.
When I am smitten with a person, i would give everything for him/her. Perhaps, I put them in a pedestal. I think they decerve it.
I don't want to mean that they are bad or something similar but I have to learn that each person gives what he\she can gives.