its not that i dont like people either. i do like most people... however, i find myself getting jealous a lot of others who have social lives, who are so much prettier than me, or just the fact that they can do whatever without debilitating anxiety and low self esteem. lol i guess maybe i just need to get out of the house more and do things im just so tired and dont want to deal with the anxiety that comes with it. thank you all for the replies. it's nice to know others feel like this sometimes.