I did and it was OK. I only go out for 'professional' reasons, when I have to goto school, get work done or pay bills and other important stuff like that.

I'm doing alright now,

I'm obsessed with my appearance, I feel I'm really ugly... but when I calm down I realize that it's not really the case, but I am overall, obsessed with my appearance, and mirrors are the trigger for me. one glimpse of my own reflection and I'm worried about my looks for the rest of the day.

I wasn't like this a few years ago, I didn't give a damn about my looks or life... or anything, I had no understanding of my own problems, no ambition, no goals. I was very thick-skinned, nothing anyone said could phase me. but Now, I'm the complete opposite.