Hi Odysseus. Keep up with the poetry, inspiring.

Probably time to talk to pdoc and see if add something else for after 5 depression or maybe something with lexapro like 5 mg in am and 5 mg in pm. That may not snow you and still give you feelings. Don't know, talk with pdoc
Here are articles that may be of interest
Psych Central - Search results for Lexapro finding right dosage