(((((((((((Fried))))))))))))))

I identify with your post very much... I have had alot of loss in my life, mainly to suicide. 2 brothers, 2 sisters and my mother, all triggered lately by the loss of a dear friend in the same mannor.
I get so angry sometimes that it scares me.
I just wanted ot let you know that I do understand. And you are right, the pain is indescribable.

Em