I have taken to the internet because I need someone who actually understands what I am going through. I have been struggling with depersonalization for years. Along with severe depression and anxiety. Recently the depersonalization has gotten very bad. I feel so disconnected to everything. My thoughts don't even seem like my own. I'm always on edge, always feeling constantly sad or angry. I do not like the person I am becoming. This depersonalization is taking over my life. I feel like I am being overwhelmed by it to a point where I am losing relationships with others around me, and even losing a relationship with myself, as crazy as that sounds. I have no idea what is going to help me. I have tried medications in the past and they have never helped. I feel like I'm running out of options and I will have to live like this for the rest of my life. If anyone can help me out at all, or at least someone who knows what I'm going through please message me. I need hope right now because I feel powerless with what I am going through. Defeated by depersonalization.