Hi Everyone,
I don't usually post here because I haven't suffered from an ED for 25 years. It's true, it is always somewhere there in the back of your mind, but haven't been anorexic for 25 years!

Now, I hear at work they are starting the Biggest Loser contest (after the TV show of the same name.) They will be forming teams, having weigh-ins and all that crap.

The problem is this: The anorexic in me is rising to the top. I want to win the contest. People are already running around recruiting others to be on their team. Four people have asked that I be on their team. I want to win! They are even going to offer prizes, although I don't know what they are. My whole point would be to lose the most weight. Period. Partly because I know I could.

Is this just absurd or what? Any guidance would be appreciated.
Thanks,
Okie