I'm really glad for everyone. ((( Everyone )))

But then there's poor me. ((( Me )))

Massage didn't help me at all. I could never ever relax, and I tried my hardest to continue going at the suggestion of my T. No sooner did my blood start circulating it was over and by the time I got to the car I was all tensed back up again.

When I first started going I kept my eyes open through the full hour I was so hyper-vigilant, and I spent the hour face down.

My massage therapist was so understanding and really did a good job trying to make a safe environment but...

Maybe some day I'll try again. Till then it's muscle relaxers.