I empathise mate. Seeing couples holding hands, in relationships ,laughing and kissing makes me feel bad too. Why can't i have that. It's not womens fault. It's just that society has told them what a man is and they are programmed to reject any man that doesn't match up to the " tall, dark, handsome" stereotype
. Don't give up on them though. After they've found out that a lot of these stereotypical males aren't actually nice people they look again at us non sterotypical males and give us a chance.
Ps... a tip. Please use paragraphs or break up the text if you want peoiple to read your posts. Just makes it easier. Good luck