morning peeps . I see my T tomorrow for the first time after her break . she had asked me to think about a few things during the break . I have thought about them but have not come up with any meaningful thoughts about any of it at all. she asked if there was anything I wanted to work on this coming year and how can you expect someone who is loyal to you, such as your husband or I ,to white wash the abuse that happened to you . I DONT KNOW