Thanks everyone, sadly things have worsened, she is dieing, too much and long for me to go into,but tomorrow will gather around her in the hospital as the docs honor her living will and authorization from my mom,and both aunts. This is so strange, but I need to be with gram as she leaves us, if she does pass on 5/22, it will be the exact date my grandpa passed on, about 16yrs ago, now they shall be together.
I miss her already, she has always meant so very much to me.
Now, my heart has to say goodbye once again, the loss of my dad still rips my heart apart and leaves me feeling so alone.
Sorry for my whining and thanks for listening.
Thanks so much, all of you, for your support.
Love,
Rosanne