Hi, The fear of being afraid is hard to deal with and I think it's the kind that many people have. How to deal with it. I would get the most information I could and than verify my fear with a therapist. Also, I would ask for referral to a psychiatrist if you can. Doctors are great but are not professionals in the field. Just remember that what you are afraid of is not there yet..deal with what is present now. Make now better maybe that will help. Hope you feel better and less anxious soon.