just d-word

i have never done this taken 3 days off for it in a row

EVER

i have made 'working from home' excuses

but never actually done NOTHING.

i dont know ... i just worry i am going to get messy ... i am just so damn tired ...

yea thinking is bad

i was thinking of saying

if they need me to do something that i am happy to do it at home ... as i feel bad for taking the time off anyway ...

sigh

i want to be back to normal NOW grrrr.