A doctor IRL, I liked her! She really seemed to care, and showed it!
She said something about déjà vu.
I so hate those sometimes, make me feel more freakin nuts than usual.
Trying to hold it together for papa bear,
The only person IRL who cares.
Thanks to all of pc for caring
I have medical crap coming out of my ears I don't know where to freakin start
why isn't there an exit button
I hate hate hate it how so many of the kindest people suffer the most
(not speaking of self, I wouldn't presume to judge)
Sorry for the rant, I so wish there was some med or therapist who could "fix" me. I'm trying damn it (swearing to myself)
I hope this isn't objectionable, that isn't my intent.
Just feel exhausted from keeping all the pain inside and pretending everything is fine. It's not, it's a nightmare world.
and sorry for the negative "whiny" post. I suck so much at expressing my pain, no wonder some IRL never got me or even tried to