Oh, Fuzzy, I think you do very well in expressing yourself. However, you may find it easier here that IRL, I know I do.

I hope this doctor can help you with you medical problems. I know they are very distressing to you.

I'm glad you came here to rant. That is a good thing. It's a safe place for us just to be ourselves. Keep posting and don't worry about being negative. We all feel that way sometimes so we all understand.