I have a strange feeling today...it's difficult to explain it...it's not that I'm really sad...and today has also been a quite good day. But, I don't know...I feel a bit 'unsatisfied', as if something misses. I'm a bit ashamed, but I'd like to be hugged and cuddled

I'd like like to feel some love. Also virtually, but expecially in real life, with concrete hugs. But today I stayed with family and I've also been cuddled, maybe even more than other days..this is the strange thing. Don't know why I have these feeling.
I also feel a bit nervous, uncomfortable...it's difficult also for me to understand how I'm feeling...so it's even more strange.
Well, I just wanted to say it...thanks for listening...hopefully tomorrow I'll already feel better. But if you have experienced something similar and you have advices, or you want to offer some virtual cuddles, these would be appreciated