Jan 05, 2015 at 04:27 PM
Meth had it's evil grip on me for five long years. A crazy cycle of up and down and psychosis and paranoia and rotting teeth and cuts and pimples that would never heal and obsessively picking and picking at them and loosing all that weight and pants falling off and pale sick skin and all the parts in my garage and this invention and that and go to work long hours and crash to the pits of hell and snort another line and and and and F$%@$ing brutal.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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