Hi,

has to be the first time to somehow, somewhere talk open about sexuality.
I would like to find answers to some Qs that I used to have. I appreciate Your ideas, sincerely.
1. I have not had many experiences with women's sexuality... Is it possible for a woman (say with normal to bit above average libido) to have an orgasm with the smallest amount of stimulation (lets say very mild stimulation but for quite long...) ehm... imagine a woman just sitting and moving her legs around a bit to stimulate ... possibly taking one of her legs up and sitting on her heel/foot. One condition to consider: Her mind is in an really aroused state. Is that possible... I am wondering about that... When yes, how does it showcase? I could imagine that she may lose her breath right? for moments... then heavy breathing, so the stimulation is in this case there for sure... But is that enough for an orgasm....

2. I have observed that my thoughts are sometimes going wrong way... or bit unusual...
Sometimes I find myself in obsession for discovering different experiences... It may be anything. I love to discover and experience my feelings in as many as possible different ways. Back to the point, I am a man... but I somehow suffer from the fact that I will never be able to experience what it is to be a woman... ehm... specially their sexuality...
I was thinking about this, I wonder where does this stem from? I am ok as a guy, I dont wish to "change" my gender... But somehow I just wonder how it feels as a woman... to have an orgasm, right? How it feels to have such sensitive spot on Your body... (Ive once read that men's genitals only have half or smthng of the sensitivity(nerve's endings) of women's genital parts). It's probably truth that women experience their sexuality during the act differently right? Mind, more need for touch.... Whole body as erotogenous zones...
A man only has this little stick... I feel that I envy the way women experience it, right..?
In my imagination, I also find the way of a woman "recieving" more pleasing than man's part... Women have sooo many ways for stimulating, right? Their whole body!! ... and the way their orgasm works... repetitive orgasms... and as a man I only have this plain stick between my legs... that's Boring!

I was wondering, where does these ideas come from in my mind, I dont know how people who wish to change their genders feel like. But I am sure I dont want to be a woman. It s just... I want to say unfair... I have had troublesome relationships with men, when I was growing up. For long, I have not been able and I still am not able to build friendship or close relationships with men. I dont like them. In my eyes each man's face is really unpleasent to me. Men also tend to be .... somehow primitive, just a bit more ... as far as sexuality concerns, no? ..biologically based, just the way our orgasm, stimulation needs work...I dont know... Its only my opinion, I dont mean to insult anyone.

This way I have always seen women as... in average as more valuable...
I dont think everything is at a good place here, so please... share Your suggestions for help.