When I think about me in the future, about what I will become in a few years, I have no clues.

In fact, I tend to imagine my life based in what my life is now, and in that future I am not sure if I will be able to have a life.

If nothing changes in the way I am, I have few certains: I will be unhappy all the time, I will be alone with no porpuse in life, and I will never ever have a relationship. I still hope the two first ones won't become true, but I'm very sure about the third.

I just wish I could jump to the last chapters, as I sometimes do to see how the story goes on movies or books, to get the confirmation about my guesses, at least I wouldn't have to wait until then.

Life is boring.