Thank you. The current journey is looking at why I keep myself distanced and yes anger is a tool toward that and that projection would assist... I am too well protected in many ways. Instant fence/barrier sometimes. It is the third phase of bringing the pieces back together that is a culmination that can be embarrassing. But yes this is a bit chunk of something for me..ain't it? Thanks for the be kinds.... will obfuscate a bit and study a bit and talk a lot in upcoming months with pdoc... he is off this week... Might as well deal with it... but can not deal all at one time... as is with most therapy.