I have read both maryas bpoks "wasted" her struggle with anorexia and then "madness" her struggle with bipolar. In both books she shows contempt for most healthcare professionals and in both books she is hell bent on self destruction. She is drinking day in day out and plays with her medicine. Much of her issues seems personality disordered as well and many of her "episodes" in both books were brought on by drugs and alcohol and would have caused anybody to go nuts
Some of the book i related to but mostly nah
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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